The following are excerpts from mail exchanged between S-- and Lillan in
which Lillan has angered her Master.
S-- Writes:
...And a warning too. Sigh. The usual punishment for such a thing
would be a nights stint bound spread-eagled to the bed and tormented to
the edge, then left there until morning. But since there's only you, I'll
have to come up with something else. Instead, you will spend the night
spread-eagled on the bed with no method of sexual release. The padlock
will suffice for this. Make yourself beautiful in your favorite gown, and
work yourself up as close to the edge as humanly possible without
fullfillment, then bind yourself tightly to the bed and spend the
rest of the night contemplating why giving orders is not a good
idea.
Lillan Replies:
Per your command here's what I did. I began by slowly working my
way to the edge. Once there I proceeded upstairs, brought myself back to
the edge and dressed in my white gown and robe. From my locker I took four
bits of rope and three foot long sections of chain, two nylon dog collars,
two small brass padlocks, a combination lock, a keyring, a length of string
and a thumb tack. I placed these implements on the bed and brought myself
to the edge a third time. To two of the ropes I tied a length of chain.
The other ends of these ropes I tied to the bed posts at the head of the
bed. I tied them at floor level to assure the knots were out of reach.
The other two ropes I tied to the bedposts at the foot of the bed. Again
I brought myself to the edge before continuing. Next I placed a collar
on each wrist and inserted a brass padlock through each one. Leaving the
left hand lock unlocked for the moment, I locked the right hand lock attaching
the third chain to the collar. I put the keys to the brass padlocks on
the key ring, tied the string to the ring and hung the keys and ring from
the ceiling with the tack. The keys hung suspended about two feet above
where my head would be. Then I sat down on the bed and tied my legs wide
apart. For good measure I then brough myself to the edge twice more. The
second time I thought that I might loose it but I held on. Reaching up
I locked the left-hand pad lock to the chain attached to the left hand
bedpost at the head of the bed. I straightened my gown and completed the
bondage by snapping the two remaining chains together with the combination
lock. It was almost 1 am. While I meant no harm by attempting to hasten
your correspondence it occures to me that you should dispense with me at
your convienince, not mine. Eventually I drifted off to sleep but not a
deep sleep. Several times my position began to be uncomfortable and I desired
to roll over, alas I could not and it took some time to fall asleep. Each
time as I waited to fall asleep I thought of my predicament and that caused
terrible frustration which I terribly wanted to releive but alas could
not, not being able to touch myslef. Just prior to 6 am I awoke, cold and
uncomfortable, the light was just beginning to enter the room but not enough
for me to see the lock. Several times I tried to dial the combination,
thinking that perhaps I could see the numbers on the dial, but alas it
was a good 45 minutes before it was light enough for that. Finally however
I unlocked the lock. I could then reach the keys that hung over my head,
I yanked them down, unlocked my left hand and untied my feet. For a moment
I remembered the nights frustration and though of providing relief. But
anticipating that you would ask, and perhaps not approve I did not.
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